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the feelings you get aren't the ones you hope for, but oh well, we'll survive.
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[07/31/2012]

I don't want to be here anymore.

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your sight when you need it.

[04/10/2012]

my dog died today. so did a part of me.

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your sight when you need it.

[11/06/2011]

two eyes through the haze two lips long to graze two become one in the same how quickly we separate watch it rise watch it dissolve plagued with problems we never solve linger longer the sting is stronger time arrives unprepared we doctor fixes to our falses when inconsistency never falters we fade away indifferent to the same misery accompanying every palpitation grief leads to desolation watery view can misconstrue love as limitation as the salt cleanses the wound regeneration occurs develop tissues tougher than what existed before the boldest survivors have experienced more purposefully poised prepared for whats in store once bruised now blemished healing on the skin as well as under it need to get over it obstacles cant eliminate but may slow us down patience overtakes that which is postponed all alone we navigate placing stepping stones document the journey sometimes the best way to remember is proof memories can evade evidence can be the glue hold it together hold us together surrounded we subtly stall meaning depressed materially obsessed all within four walls we create our home atop the dirt basements like tombs divert the hurt hidden from the day to day eventually subsides but never goes away.

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your sight when you need it.

[10/29/2011]

kerosene can replenished before dawn burns at the wick while the sun is gone we lay awake tangled in aura discovery imminent when time taken exploring unmapped unwrapped no product just placement insanity unleashed you drive me crazy rolled like wheels so out we peel sun rise skyline morning view fresh pine inhibitions drift drearily the winds whine undertone to speakers bumpin' fresh progressional red head when I'm alone on deck when you swing contact made explosions they sing a song so sweet poetically procured so rest assured what you're hearing no lure just allure mystery meaningless when your hearts unsure so when the track hits get in for the ride treacherous terrain is beautiful inside I've got ugly on my skin &&& the scars to prove that underneath it all roughest love can smooth it all through without you can't expel what's soft like satin feel me now lake shore awaits us.

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i'll be your sight, your sight when you need it.

[10/26/2011]

not much of a singer one hell of a voice options infinite i think ive made my choice recognize everything that ive been given open hand open heart open mind im living the good life…nicer for a better meaning i never synthesized all truth no cheating A always circled got a fist in the air no pumping just power raise yours well share government delusional thinking well stay censored got strength in independence off the charts unmeasured the state were in differs from my own take my other hand venture into the unknown yet cant say im informed or at least as informed as i once was but let me tell you information doesnt make a moment your opportunity wont wait these sands of fate sifting quicker each day watch the beach dissipate cant anticipate the end follows where we begin middle is what you make it lets take it all in more emotion more feel what youre sensing is real less lies less sealed lets split the surreal.

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your sight when you need it.

[10/22/2011]

a break shapes space a fix out of place out of sorts never really been sorted never bought out never afforded nothing for sale expression is free i am free come with me your cage unlocked inhibitions not kept close like care once missing now there here we go propel through the air throughout it all the season and the storm braver now than before fears left fear less still fear some not fearsome to him or her generally interpreted differently as we deter straight to big sur explanations unnecessary absorb love sensually decide your tragedies arent worth the agony destroy apathy create empathy understand before you impose nobody learns when nobody knows quit following assembly transpose tranquility & love pervasively wait for california to set into the sea there ill be exploring that deemed ruined i deem that saved by the grace of the day cover not over redemption remains unseen out of sight you hate in the dark love will make your sight bright eyes wide its now youll see beauty outright they say “all islands are alone!” WE SAY “NOT QUITE!”

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maybe [09/26/2011]
your sight when you need it.

[09/26/2011]
your sight when you need it.

[09/26/2011]
dynamite trident triple time explodin’ blasts beat deeper eternity eclipsed the glowing collapse covers contact consistently caught off guard only way to be caught need that soft head gazing hard ignore discard analyze independently seeking beyond belief better left behind rather than them open minds realign the chaos the commotion the unbelievable the unrest chambers empty remove your bulletproof vest despite being vested in the progress you’ve found eliminate the preconceived enter unequivocally unbound allow the silence to cease put to rest by the sound spoken overdue released river runs wild soaking wet no regret with that the child smiled learn to swim in the flood sea supported by nile see the support within push through their chagrin pull the up and coming release never was has been.
your sight when you need it.

[09/21/2011]

out of body to repair the mind centrally located whereas imagination wild so let me escape roam rooms of bloom house is empty one day eternally the tomb undertake the misery that darkens the day tranquility’s eclipse mind blinded by the jaded thoughts that preserve you delicate untouched esteemed subtly a little bit too much overboard from the core eventually float away different means same ways old ways im back to mine glared upon capitalism’s one eyed pig turning dreams into a misunderstanding plaguing america wars lost at home deployed worldwide looking for any locks to pry witches to try natives to die whowhatwherewhen? to why? i ask affected rather stand up than lay down lying a curse cast by the aforementioned witches innocent anguished unjustly evicted concrete lies pave the way for the guilty of crimes repetitiously committed liars injudiciously acquitted you say remember i say forget it.

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your sight when you need it.

[09/21/2011]

pittsburgh was bomb.

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[08/22/2011]

kick in the mouth like spree now conceptually polyphonic weekends burned downtown smoking - symphony’s spell so hypnotic day eight my favorite explosions ignite nicely summer especially kind of the weary lonely those ridden with controversy though not all spellbound are truly bound vagabonds conceptually see their demise now weightless anchors its either my love or me problems dont equate to worth love is unmeasured affection for coast ghosts continually haunting me taunting me ocean on the skin saw the sea came here to see the brilliance in the rapture that you bring to me purest no pill real ecstasy pittsburgh in september give me my relief and amnesty boston the next stop on my journey done hatin’ no statin’ with hesitancy united i stand lion heart got pride nobody ridin’ beside doin’ it alone while i seek you hide been playing for what seems like years meanwhile drinkin’ india pale ale cheers ready to watch your smile destroy your fears our change worth more than currency protest the cashier im best when you appear time slips love ships off to the frontier spirits to somebody aspire to cohere not adhere keep the sticky in the smoke connection must be mutual if not save yourself &&& revoke.

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your sight when you need it.

[08/22/2011]

through the haze off the glaze from the blaze on my gaze tired eyes recognize the attempt at resurgence fighting off the demons exhausted I’m emerging as myself no one else strength mined from the core copious amounts dig dug like ore encore they want more never satisfied I’m shown into me insistently they tend to grow so I give what I’ve got even when I’m broke down suckered for parts then left to the ground forced to pick my game up forced to make my name up westerly dreams &&& aspirations never ever came up we find ourselves ordinarily ignoring wills to love heartbreak is a mess i have to try to clean up you sing i wish you were here quietly as the past cant get away moving ons impossible when youre here to stay get up and go weightless flow carried away by the wind floating you glow all along filled with the wanderlust i found lost on a road adventures that are shared are best for the soul.

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your sight when you need it.

[08/22/2011]

she got them lips like boomerang always coming back to me hits me so hard full throttle hardly scantily clad now shes working with my adderall focus like fujifilm picture us in the fall hoods up im down blunt lit downtown these rips are tearing me apart brown and green just like our eyes perfect match its a start with no literal end in sight eyes closed door locked no disturbing us tonight ramped up taking off launching pad panties off were on in a sense some cannot imagine got the beauty got the booty dare i say heres your pageant no judge just a ten dime piece queen of pain back shredded like powder going deep gettin’ louder im not passin’ youre receivin’ runnin’ patterns whimpering & heaving shine like gold i’ll be retrieving from the back get you believing its puppy love youre perceiving but im no dog forget deceiving still got a bite for your clavicle no cannibal just mandible shivers up your spine so strong theyre palpable and i like it yeah i like it when you shake physically or mentally the quakes not a fake utterly ubiquitous whether youre asleep or awake.

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your sight when you need it.

[05/16/2011]

yourproblemsedit
cold lost whittling away beautiful just let me hear you say something you love you love about you if you need some help I’ll give it to you got those brown flecked eyes go with that soul restlessly abound the only treasure chest I didn’t open when found drew to your mystery skin bronze but gold first choice anytime love letters all x and o can’t stand to be away from the cinnamon that accommodates the sweetness when were together life so delicious smile like that you’ll unlock my only weakness well you also got that booty when you going to let me squeeze it you tease me straight confusion to the dome dark and delicate lets go somewhere we can be alone rub your neck talkin’ dreams my bottle of whiskey girl never been so thirsty.

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your sight when you need it.

me. [05/16/2011]

won’t tell you what to believe but I’ll tell you what I don’t if you are going to ask then dont say you won’t I respect faith and fate that exists outside of walls not where a holy man has alter boys taking the falls for his lack of understanding so distant from reality organized crime is one thing but don’t steal abilities for people to make decisions doing what’s right despite what you’re told love isn’t new but it’s sure not getting old but don’t confuse helpful humanitarians with those dwelling in congregations no such thing as sin just mistakes we all make them whispering secrets through a screen isn’t going to eliminate the fact that life isn’t perfect sometimes almost opposite that’s why I know there’s no one controller I’m the one creating it embracing it this life I lead learning on the daily is what I need to better understand how it all works not anything I can read in your leather-bound books.

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your sight when you need it.

[03/25/2011]
this is where ive been:

http://yourproblems.tumblr.com
i'll be your sight, your sight when you need it.

[03/25/2011]
your sight when you need it.

[03/25/2011]
im kenny call it a comeback.
your sight when you need it.

[03/25/2011]
creatively written spiritually different faith in humanity born with this condition get it from my mom keep one hand on my ‘phones other over my heart ribcage aint enough to contain it all but its a start hairs a mess extension of my thoughts i guess still confused makes sense but one thing is certain im sick with love and in this case its chronic write it all out reads so symphonic when you feel what you read thats what i call meaning if you never find it ill be intervening believe it or not us humans can rip when things are looking down just light up a spliff take yourself outside breath in the fresh air ill talk to you prove that people care you cant live scared that aint really living dont be worried about dyin’ youre creating your own cancer lifes got a lot of questions and we dont know all the answers so weve got to rely on those near and dear as we unclench our fists and face the fear tomorrows only possible not guaranteed but forget about that come roll with me this is the real life aint no motherfucking fantasy might seem like a daydream and for some it might be BUT IT DOESNT HAVE TO YOU SEE just come find me ill be in the six zero six one three in the brown house windows open burning that tree.
your sight when you need it.

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